Not On My Merit, But On His Grace .....
What am i?
I was wondering one evening recently..is this pain me?
the sum of all these experiences? the happiness?
the sorrow? the desires? the feelings? the exultation?
the joy of mischiefs? the separation? the union? the five elements? life? the knowledge? the senses?
intellect? heart? pure love?
none. none of these. i am just this awareness...
some of those are my sheaths, some are expressions of my existence..
but 'i' am this awareness...complete purity in itself.
Life is not a race but a Journey, So let us walk with hand with hand......
I'm here to join with you...
'You' may be alone....
But 'we' are not....
Be proud even with your small and negligible things......
We can change the whole world......
Dream interpretation fascinates me. My nightly dreams are like movies.
I dream in vivid colors and sound.
They make sense to me at the time and sometimes later; other times their reason is elusive.
Fifteen things I'm praying for:
1. For my family, my friends, and the world - that we may all know PEACE
2. Help me to do what I need to do today to stay sober - to keep an attitude of gratitude
3. Please relieve me of being judgmental/critical
4. My Father - so grateful for him and to him
5. My Mother - especially for her safety
6. My Brother - help him to become willing to our goals and start making good choices
7. My Sister - help her to move beyond some things in her profession - swims too deep in the pool of life sometimes
8. My mental health - help me to stay wherever,whenever as I am.
9. The energy to do all the things I need to do
10. The ability to create with truth, from my soul, to be a channel
11. To be kind - especially when it is difficult to be kind
12. To use my time wisely
13. That Church and I will go on Sunday
14. For those who are grieving the loss of someone dear
15. For my friends to fulfill their desires.

I know that it's a wonderful world,
from the sky down to the sea,
but I can only see it when you're here....here with me....